freezing cold洛却 It'sthe3rdwintersince05.IstillrememberIwaswearingalotbutstillshakingwhenIwaswalkingonthesteetandhewasfollowingmesilently.Schoolisok,alwayswarmandevenmakesmesweat...I'veskippedtoomanyclasses...Ijustcan'thelpmyselfthinkingaboutDDOand...Will.YeahIknowI'msodumbevenifwe'vealreadybrokenupandhe'snowwithherfinally.It'snoteasyformetotrustthosewhitepplagain.Theyscaredmealotcuztheychangetheirgfsofrequently.IusedtothinkthatmaybeWillisdifferentfromthembut...Inthat"lovely"day,hekeptstaringatherfaceandignoredme.ThenIrealizedthatinfactI'mnotthepersonthathe'ssearchingfor.I'mgonnaquithisband.Idon'tcarehowotherpplthinkaboutme.Coldblooded?Funny...Thosefoolishpplneverknowthetruth.OhMotherFxxkingJesusChrist....Ishouldgetridofthesethings...